12: TEST MATCH
Michael Farrell: Bat & Ball
you can take anything into your vision time
to kneel but who are you an editor
is opposite with books & ok ideas you
are only responsible for the images though
what if you stood there something being
thrown at you look arund & run
are you thinking of what you are at this point are
you letting things slide into your mind to rub or analyse
later luckily theres no talking involved the pitch remains fast hard
the games there on the other side of
the screen make a sign so someone will
know hit flat it works every time supposing
you want that & dont want to mooch
get out sustains a leg injury for reasons
obscure there are numbers out there they
want to be in here with the memories
& anxieties mutated from your first play ever
was that the word catch or is it
raining with so much green around maybe
youre in the sea a dog runs to you
warning you of the body in the clubhouse
you are dreaming yourself & your dad his shirt
marked with red hes
exposed his heart or is wounded a tennis
ball lies between the dogs paws
rescued from some lonely lawn just
grip it in your hands sometimes youve
got to hurt to heal a lot
can be said & written down when
a little stretchings employed or an analogys
brought in at god knows what cost
you find yourself immersed in the classics only
to be told not to repeat history not
even your own any subjects only seemingly
clean & kills like a temple knock or
interrupted leads to a series of breakings off
because the body or the thought
is uncommitted or taught to believing in
the fallback position perhaps knowing
its existence is enough to hold us whether
we won the match or not wiping sweat
off to come is to be single to be
part of the test the span the spinoff &
you walk back to the pavilion in a state
Michael Farrell's latest collection is
ode,ode (Salt).