18: ROOTS
Adam Aitken: Lament: the Chicken Rice Hawker, Penang
And when you discover they lie
those siblings in the mother country, those parasites
who spend every hard-earned cent of your remittances
on Mao Tai and Fan Tan
and still beg for more -
when you see the opulent mansions of your cheating ancestors
and smell the simmering pots fill with your own cash and sweat
your never laying down the cleaver - well, you can imagine
on their dog's paws a single piece of jade will turn black with the years
you pay off the mortgages on their graves
and yours are dug in the slagheap of mines - well, you can imagine
the ripping of photos will commence
the forgetting of their names.
How a singular duty has led you to this -
your shop full of dragons in a year of crying tigers.
You say: 'This is my wealth, my friend, a secret duck sauce for two dollars
but when I think of our ancestors - ahh you can imagine
worse than the bloody government!
Museums are full of lies!'
The burning of their boats shall commence!
Adam Aitken is the author of Romeo and Juliet in Subtitles (Brandl and
Schlesinger). He is now completing an unreliable (fictionalised) memoir
about his parents.